Breaking down

so i started cleaning my room this week. i've pretty much never done an inside-out cleaning of any sort in my room so i got to discover some pretty awesome stuff from my youth(elementary years):
junk drawer of ridiculous stuff

junk drawer of ridiculous stuff #2

table after throwing everything on it

ground after throwing everything on it

came upon some pretty awesome things though. like pictures of the studliest stud ever.

asian santa wtf?

I also found one of the greatest games to ever touch the face of the planet. i played for about 20 minutes after i found it.



So after cleaning out only my desk and realizing that I had five trashbags full of crap, I have come to realize that as much as I love it, being sentimental sucks. I just keep all my crap and it just builds up. I also learned a life lesson from cleaning my room, as amazing as that sounds. After noticing all the trash and crap that I didn't want lying around on my desk and ground, I felt like i had made a bigger mess while trying to make my room cleaner. I left the crap around my ground and stuff for a couple of days and realized that it was really annoying to walk around and have to watch my step every time i wanted to walk across my room. It led me to think about my life and how i needed to change a lot of things for the better. However, I realized that I needed to always keep the goal of my desire to change in my mind, so that I would continue to work for it and eventually get where I want to be. I realized that many times I would lose sight of what I really wanted, and my situation would be like me not finishing through with cleaning up my desk crap. I would be in a more difficult situation than I started out with, just like having all my papers and binders and whatever lying all over the ground. It was just very encouraging to come across that realization, and i just hope it motivates me to do whatever i can to better myself in the ways that I need to.

I swear, i'm so freaking profound. not. but yeah, I though it was just an example of how God reveals things to you through the most random times and places. Praise Jesus, man.